Tiny Person

I am the opposite of what I was… I am slowly going back to being a not so great person. I feel farther from God than I have since I reunited with him. I am upset. I feel unworthy. I feel ashamed and angry. I am worrisome. I am sad. I am not me.

I confident. Kind. Big. I am insecure. Mean. and small.

I put my identity in fleeting things… the high of accomplishment. If I am not a student, or a job title, or an emotion. Then what am I? I do not know. I don’t even know what I enjoy, and refuse to step out and try things. Because I am comfortable.

I am a victim of my circumstance. And I view myself as one. Unfortunately.

How and where do I begin loving myself again?

How do I become confident and Big again?

Root myself in Jesus, a “woman of GOD”

How? read more? embody more?

How? just do it?

do what?

I am short. I am little. I miss it, being Big…